Spent years on Anti-depressants, helps at the start, but knobbles you to the point, where the best job would as a Walking Dead extra.
Psilocybin caught my eye after initially researching into MDMA and LSD as a possible means to jumpstart my brain and give it a factory reset. The last two pretty much a no no, cos unless im making the stuff myself, would rely on trust for someone to provide the means, so I went the natural route.
All I can say is after one heroic dose of Truffles, it's now given me the means to be able to hold thoughts and deal with them, rather than have them slosh around and going round and round in circles. Been Microdosing since as and when I feel the need. In addition with talking to people in a similar situation, I'm now climbing out of that 'hole'. The Heroic trip really did dissolve any fears I would have of death.
Still get days that are bad days and have been a bit wobbly last couple weeks, mainly due to body sensing shorter days (I f***ing hate September), plus COVID pretty much making finding work even harder than it was back pre-lockdown.
It works for me, and personally I think it should be declassified to Class B and along with talking therapy, should be made available to everyone who doesn't respond to the usual 'meds'.
Happy to share knowledge and provide guidance if anyone wants to find out more.