Its been a weird one for us this year - positive for me and my career - pretty **** for Phil and his career down to being offered a great job in Jan this year - but its still to materialise through one thing and another, so juggling me being happy with a massively down husband - Its hard sometimes when you have had a crappy day and you want to moan but dont want your husband to feel bad because he's feeling he's let his wife down by not having any regular work coming in....
Parents are now fit and well again - thank God!! Being thousands of miles and a 5hr flight away lets just say its been difficult worrying about Dad's cancer treatment and Mum having to have another bionic knee fitted - so the decision has been made that they will move back to the UK in 2011 - to be honest and truthful - cacking it!!! I have been so used to them not being around me for the past 15 years I suspect its going to be a real shock to the system (for all of us) so I will just have to bite my tongue and not act like a spoilt child
I have lost 3 good friends in the past 8 weeks due to sudden illness and that has really devastated me.... so young..
Anyway the country is going to hell in a handbasket so enough said on that - but plans are still afoot to get away from this country when I get to 50!!! 5 years time
On the plus side we got back out to Ibiza in June/July with Gingerfreak and Daz - finally met more excellent Spotlighters and really had one of the best trips there in a good while - most likely would say its in the top 3 8)
Kept the husband as positive as I can - and think I have managed it to some degree. (Only to have Everton ruin it every sodding weekend just about!!
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Have knocked 98% of the party lifestyle on the head now due to the music venue options in newcastle being sh**e these days and generally feeling far too old and jaded to hang around with hundreds of young people off their nut on Meow Meow and NRG-1 - its just not the same loved up clubbing experience it was even a couple of years ago.... jadedandtooold.com
(......also because I keep worrying about the headlines on the front of the local paper of things like "45 year old local woman found dead from minxy night out" oh the shame.....
I have wonderful friends, an amazing husband and a great career and I love life and am annoyingly an eternal optimist ..... so I can say its been a 70/30 split on good bad in 2010 but hopeful that 2011 will be Phil's year....