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Johnny Vodka

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Thank f* I am not the only one that gets them, I know.. Trying to take a break from it now until ibiza ha, my nose is f*ed too think I have sinus problems from taking too much
I am prone to paranoia on dopamine-y drugs and also MD if I re-dose too many times. Often it'll be paranoia around health (reading about people turning purple or blue on mephedrone really fed my imagination, it seems 😨), so never really sure whether the chest twinges I feel on stuff sometimes should be a real worry or if it's just anxiety.
 
I am prone to paranoia on dopamine-y drugs and also MD if I re-dose too many times. Often it'll be paranoia around health (reading about people turning purple or blue on mephedrone really fed my imagination, it seems 😨), so never really sure whether the chest twinges I feel on stuff sometimes should be a real worry or if it's just anxiety.
same
 

Deco33

Active Member
My email inbox is loaded with notifications from here so i'll try and clear a few things up.
1st of all thanks again for the msgs of support. This community really is something else when it comes to looking out for people we don't really know but honestly, thanks so much. Its amazing the power a goodwill msg has.

Ok, there are too many @'s for me to go back through but i'll try to sort out a few questions.
Yes there was alcohol involved but thats 100% normal for me. Ive never partied on hard drugs without alcohol as a side kick. If i'm honest, i'm borderline alcoholic. My tolerance levels are ridiculous and thats not something i'm proud of but its a certain indicator that its not a combo of drink and drugs that had me so ill.

I don't mind being judged, no-one on here really knows me so assumptions can be made. But 3 doses of MDMA in 36-48hrs is nothing for me.
Ive been dropping pills amongst other drugs for 19 years, and on a fairly regular basis. I've done 1500mgs in a weekend and went to work on monday, albeit a right state but still functional. Again thats not a brag, I just seem to have a high tolerance for these things. I know what a come down is. I've had many. Too many in fact.
I never took pills the first night as some people have suggested.

If I took an educated guess i'd say my intake was somewhere close to 600-650mgs between 9pm Friday night and 6am Sunday morning and i'm basing that on the off chance that the pill in question was super strength, say 250-300mgs.
Again, this dosage is nothing new to me.

Look, I can't rule out that my body could just have had enough of the abuse i've subjected it to over the years and just was not able to cope anymore with those amounts and its trying to tell me I need to stop. But the only difference between last weekend amd my usual party ones was that pill and the sickness afterwards. I honestly thought I was going to die, especially when I seen the post that a girl may have died from taking the same brand of pill.

If it wasn't the pill thats fine, my regular gear may not have been as regular as I first thought, but if theres a tiny chance, just a small percentage that the pill may have had something to do with it then surely we owe it to the rest of the readers on here to inform them of what might be dangerous.
I get the feeling if I had of been able to post earlier about that hexagonal nightmare and then the post about the girl dying from one came later alot more people would believe that it was def that pill that caused the harm but who's to know for sure.

My chest is still f***ed although I am functional again and have managed a shift at work, but with cold sweats and what I hope is the last of that crap leaving my body. I'm hoping the coming days will restore full health and a new approach.

Thankfully I have a trip to majorca in 3 weeks to visit my brother. My daughters are coming and im looking forwars to just relaxing and eating good food with family.......

......although, as luck would have it @MauroPicotto is also visiting majorca at the same time with his family and staying just around the corner too🤣

I wonder how that trip will turn out.

Test your shit people. Thanks again, i'll maybe see yas nxt year when this memory has faded
 

Deco33

Active Member
@Deco33 It 100% sounds like a reaction to a very nasty and unexpected substance rather than too much MDMA. I've felt very miserable sometimes after taking/mixing drugs like MDMA and mephedrone, but never have I felt like my life could be in serious danger for days afterwards.
I'd love to know what it could be, but i'd also like to just put it behind me and start cleaning up my act. My body deserves a break:spank:
 

Johnny Vodka

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I'd love to know what it could be, but i'd also like to just put it behind me and start cleaning up my act. My body deserves a break:spank:
There are loads of obscure, nasty long-lasting stims. I've never had it, but remember there was a period during an MD shortage where BZP was in most pills? Since then, loads of research chemicals have been invented, tested on dafties and probably mostly discarded as inactive/no-fun/dangerous. One imagines that some of those chems might have been sold under the guise of other stuff, just to minimise financial loss. I reckon the reason you couldn't get good meph for so long was because dealers found it easier to sell off other non-active cathinones as meph instead.
 

Deco33

Active Member
There are loads of obscure, nasty long-lasting stims. I've never had it, but remember there was a period during an MD shortage where BZP was in most pills? Since then, loads of research chemicals have been invented, tested on dafties and probably mostly discarded as inactive/no-fun/dangerous. One imagines that some of those chems might have been sold under the guise of other stuff, just to minimise financial loss. I reckon the reason you couldn't get good meph for so long was because dealers found it easier to sell off other non-active cathinones as meph instead.
Ive been caught with a few research chemicals in the psycedelic world. Thats all different kinds of horror
 

Johnny Vodka

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Ive been caught with a few research chemicals in the psycedelic world. Thats all different kinds of horror
I tried mdpv - horrible stim, pretty long-lasting and tweaky, that I found hard to knock-down no matter how much booze I threw at it. Spent many hours pacing around the flat...

Another time I ordered MDAI? [chemical that should be a gentler version of MDMA] and it turned out to be something totally different, more like shrooms when it kicked in.

:eek:
 

lee111s

Well-Known Member
Really? In an area perhaps frequented by dealers and buyers? Have you never found a pill on the floor of a pub (never mind a club)?
St E isn’t a place I’d expect to be really rife with dealers. Never been up there but thought it more of a family place than a party place. San an or Bossa perhaps.
 
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Deco33

Active Member
I tried mdpv - horrible stim, pretty long-lasting and tweaky, that I found hard to knock-down no matter how much booze I threw at it. Spent many hours pacing around the flat...

Another time I ordered MDAI? [chemical that should be a gentler version of MDMA] and it turned out to be something totally different, more like shrooms when it kicked in.

:eek:
Try something from the DOx range, DOM perhaps, or NBOMe.
No actually dont. They are horrible
 

claretclubber

Active Member
Glad to hear you are coming to deco. I know people who have had the silver PP from Liverpool and been ok, as we know copycats are easy and problematic.

A friend I went to a festival with at the weekend with is still suffering from the brain zaps and sleep paralysis. Not enough sleep, little food and a stupid amount of drugs is not clever. However yours sound like illness and not a come down.

Hope you continue to feel better.
 
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