But that's what I'm saying. Not everyone does. What I'm saying is not everyone gets ill and even if they do it's fine provided they be honest about the situation. Ie:
"Man, this music is ****ing trash, think I might pop a pill, can you watch me?"
Fine, no dramas.
But if it's like "man lets go out so we can pop pills", I'd say "well, you can do that at home"
The worst to me is the whole, need to take drugs to enjoy the party.
As someone who throws my own crappy little parties, I don't want drugs inside. I'd much rather throw a good party and have people leave remembering it for being so good they didn't need drugs to enjoy it. That to me would be the ultimate compliment.
Back before I was old enough to know about drugs and stuff, but was into the music, my elder mentors, their drug taking was such a mystery. Always small doses, they only told one person who'd look after them, and they wouldn't glorify it, especially to youngsters.
They'd be on something but they would purposely try to keep it under wraps and try to appear as if they weren't. Then ****ing, drug dealers just raped the industry and like, taking drugs became glorified. It became about taking drugs not enjoying music, not enjoying the company of others. It was all an inwards journey. What kills me inside is when I see people outside of dance music get succered into going to a club or rave by a dealer and, they don't REALLY like it, until the dealer says "try this", next day they're all ****ing M.O.S'd electro trashed to their ****ing eye balls, living the glamourous ****ing punk trash retro metro M.O.S. lifestyle or, Kandy/Crasher kid life style for that matter.
Thats not a person expressing themselves, thats a drug altering their perceptions. I'd much rather know that person as a goth or emo or gangtster or what ever they are prior to dance music, and discuss the differences and socialise with them on a level we both accept and appreciate, rather than have them take drugs and like dance music and come clubbing with me and talk to me about dance music and **** and show this fake persona that has been created by an excess of MDMA.
Diversity is a blessing. Don't make everyone love dance music, use dance music in a way everyone loves. You can give them all drugs, but, when they start to get stagnant, watch them all come around.
I used to trip balls alot harder putting my eyes close up to the monitor with a screen saver on with some nice hypnotic techno going harder than I ever did any substance or alchohol or anything. I don't want to sound cliche, but music was the drug. It REALLY could **** with you enough to make you lose it. ... It WAS that good. ..