likeathiefinthenight
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Days spent at Ocean will have that effect on youCrying at the airport..really
Days spent at Ocean will have that effect on youCrying at the airport..really
Crying the airport..really
how anyone can settle on a plane! I fly so much but my fear is ridiculous so I have to take a valium - not even that works. Sad as I don’t need to be in the uk! Im ripped this way n that as its sell up here n go n live in our place there but leave my partner ( who is a workaholic despite having ample money to retire very early), or stay here crying n acting like a nutcase as I cannot cope with life here- theres nothing for me here. I hate it n wdnt miss anyone! If i hated him it would be easy. Anyone else got an anti Ibiza/ Spain partner?!!! In fairness he is intending to retire - in 5-6 years n live in our place there . The thought of being here that long is unbearable..Get me back there now
10 years ago when I first discovered Ibiza I was living by the time in a shit hole in South West France. Going in Ibiza was my highlight of the year. It was the only place where I could listen electronic music in those out of my dream place, see beautiful girls, take drugs and enjoy my life properly. You cannot imagine how sad I was when I was coming back home and had to wait another year to be back. Now I’m living in London which is for me kind of Ibiza feeling all year long in a way that I meet people from all over the world all year long and I go to super nice parties. So when I leave Ibiza I feel actually pretty good. Moreover I have a much better job and then I can go twice in Ibiza during the summer .
Only Lsd ones from ThailandI. Does anyone still send postcards these days?
Tu vivais ou en France ?10 years ago when I first discovered Ibiza I was living by the time in a shit hole in South West France. Going in Ibiza was my highlight of the year. It was the only place where I could listen electronic music in those out of my dream place, see beautiful girls, take drugs and enjoy my life properly. You cannot imagine how sad I was when I was coming back home and had to wait another year to be back. Now I’m living in London which is for me kind of Ibiza feeling all year long in a way that I meet people from all over the world all year long and I go to super nice parties. So when I leave Ibiza I feel actually pretty good. Moreover I have a much better job and then I can go twice in Ibiza during the summer .
Im sick of everything; I don’t have to be here! I have a place over there. All my stuffs there but here i am . 7 yrs n still waiting for a partner who loves his effin job to much to go or he wont take the plunge. , we have ample to live on n a place to sell here. Why am I waiting! Im so bloody unhappy. He made a promise we would be there soon 7 yr ago- still here, still depressed beyond any help.. ive got a choice to make havent i..hard when u love someone.I can feel the tears not far off when i settle down on the plane with a wine and put some tunes on. Some tunes have to be skipped. Alcohol seems to soothe any comedown anxiety, but can aid that bitter sweet depressive feeling. Have sun glasses ready just in case.
After waiting 7 years maybe its time to just go!Im sick of everything; I don’t have to be here! I have a place over there. All my stuffs there but here i am . 7 yrs n still waiting for a partner who loves his effin job to much to go or he wont take the plunge. , we have ample to live on n a place to sell here. Why am I waiting! Im so bloody unhappy. He made a promise we would be there soon 7 yr ago- still here, still depressed beyond any help.. ive got a choice to make havent i..hard when u love someone.
BordeauxTu vivais ou en France ?
as always looking forward to your trip reportMade it home super-calm, happy, fulfilled and transformed last night. More so than on any other trip I can remember. I know the memories are going to stay fresh all Winter and I've left on a high. So nearly didn't go out, really glad I did and definitely no blues this time
Barring a short hiatus in August and early September, feel like we've had 5 1/2 months of Summer this year and it's going to be one to remember. Currently getting my head around doing circuit training outside in 2 degrees C tomorrow morning. At least I have my new "happy places" to go to in my head when the pain sets in
nice one Kimajy - I wish you could transmit some of that positive energy in my direction!
as always looking forward to your trip report