Nothing worse mate.I got back on Tuesday evening and still the dizziness and flashes/zaps haven't gone away! Surely it shouldn't take this long?! Apart from that I'm more or less in tact, but it's doing my head in! I managed a 5 mile run yesterday as I got roped into running an 8 1/2 mile leg of a cross country marathon relay race tomorrow morning. I know I can do it but these zaps are really getting to me. My friend I went with phoned me today quite concerned that he's done lasting damage to himself. The drugs in Ibiza weren't great this year and I think the sheer quantity consumed may be responsible for a long recovery period.
Got back this morning at 8:30am, was in work by 12pm. I've defintely gonna have the blues the rest of the week.
On the other hand I've just booked the 2nd - 8th October 2014 off work! Count down is on!
Have you still got those feelings? Late as this reply is, I think Im going slowly and literally mad. I cannot get the place out of me: i dont drink, smoke or do much clubbing but theres something about that place that has made me die inside here. My heart is in Ibiza and this empty shell of me is just going through the monotony of life here in the uk. Dont laugh. Ut Ive been to my doc who told me not to be such a silly girl - like Im 6 ffs!! Im 34!!! Eventually when our other place is sold here we are off to live there but who can tell how longs a piece of string. Wonder if theres anyone else on here who is utterly messed up like I am...Got back on Tuesday from my 3rd trip to Ibiza in the space of 4 weeks. Still have a real uncontrollable urge to jump on a plane and head back out. Busy looking at a New Year's and later winter trip now.. as well as work opportunities
Have you still got those feelings? Late as this reply is, I think Im going slowly and literally mad. I cannot get the place out of me: i dont drink, smoke or do much clubbing but theres something about that place that has made me die inside here. My heart is in Ibiza and this empty shell of me is just going through the monotony of life here in the uk. Dont laugh. Ut Ive been to my doc who told me not to be such a silly girl - like Im 6 ffs!! Im 34!!! Eventually when our other place is sold here we are off to live there but who can tell how longs a piece of string. Wonder if theres anyone else on here who is utterly messed up like I am...
Thank you... & I hope you find happiness somewhere in life... XOh don't worry, I am completely messed up. Still feel very suicidal at the moment if I'm honest. Don't care what other people think; if they want to judge me then they can go ahead.
Lucky you is all I can say if you have all the plans in place to move out there. That is one MASSIVE step. Good on you, my best wishes and love for a happy and successful time x
Dan
message kimajy on here, he travels from the south west.I must live in a shite area as a lot of you guys seem to just leap on a plane and go! Just like that when you feel like it!! From here it costs around £6-800 a flight from Bristol as Exeter doesnt do Ibiza,booking at short notice is virtualy impossible,then the booking itself is a real pain- you have to book 200 years before you go ! Only flight we ebver got at short notice (3 weeks) as to Palma in November with Easy. jet. I guess all the London airports do loads of flights. Just curious how easy it really is to just walk up to a desk and say " I want to go to...." And there you are, whizzing through customs and off you go!! I think the planes at Exeter would never get full enough to go to Ibiza as people from Exeter & downwards call a by pass a motorway and every town bigger than Dorking is a city so they wouldnt dare leave their comfort zone! Sorry, thats me having a dig at Cornwall!! I guess their Ibiza is Newquay.. N we'll say no more about that bloody place!!
Ive actually lost my zezt for life- i dont care its xmas, i haven't bothered to get dressed or do anything. I wont speak to anyone. England has killed me inside, its been 18 months since I last saw thae beautiful island. Its not me, its my stupid assshole partner who wont leave the uk because of his stupid job - a real career as a bloody postman! I will never be happy here, ever, no amount of money would make me happy. I just want to be on the island - happy. I buy valium online as i cant deal with this. What else is there.... Im so so sad. XThe cravings and feelings of loss ease with time ... without a steady stream of visits it's a bit like coping with severe homesickness on a daily basis for weeks. Taken a month but am finally loving being back here again despite the weather and some terrible stress since I last went out to Ibiza.
It's taken huge positive effort to "let go" this time .... especially with paid-for closing party tickets sat in my inbox Can't go through the withdrawal symptoms on top of everything else I've quit this month ... and besides, the price of so many trips wound up well out of order when the final "karmic tariff" came through. If you've ever been presented with one of these, you'll know exactly what I mean
Ive actually lost my zezt for life- i dont care its xmas, i haven't bothered to get dressed or do anything. I wont speak to anyone. England has killed me inside, its been 18 months since I last saw thae beautiful island. Its not me, its my stupid assshole partner who wont leave the uk because of his stupid job - a real career as a bloody postman! I will never be happy here, ever, no amount of money would make me happy. I just want to be on the island - happy. I buy valium online as i cant deal with this. What else is there.... Im so so sad. X
Just 304 more sleeps for me..