Ibiza-girlie said:yeah its difficult ti decide.
I hate not being able to decide whats best, but we´re going with a group of 10 other peeps i´d love to go but it could prove itself risky!
See how you feel in a few weeks, you don't have to make any decisions yet, it's a cliche but time is a great healer so re-assess the situation closer to the time and then only you know will know if you feel up to it.