Yesterday, was the worst day of my life....

Got up to find Benson very ill, took him to the vets where I was given the worst news possible, that there was nothing they could do for him. Phil and I stayed with him cuddling him whilst he was put to sleep.

I know I should have expected this to happen sooner rather than later, but he was fine on Monday...

I am devastated, he had a fantastic 16 1/2 yrs but the house is so horrible and empty without him.....

I feel lost. I miss him so much
 
puppylover said:
Got up to find Benson very ill, took him to the vets where I was given the worst news possible, that there was nothing they could do for him. Phil and I stayed with him cuddling him whilst he was put to sleep.

I know I should have expected this to happen sooner rather than later, but he was fine on Monday...

I am devastated, he had a fantastic 16 1/2 yrs but the house is so horrible and empty without him.....

I feel lost. I miss him so much
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:cry:

poor benson. u ok pups?
 
puppylover said:
Got up to find Benson very ill, took him to the vets where I was given the worst news possible, that there was nothing they could do for him. Phil and I stayed with him cuddling him whilst he was put to sleep.

I know I should have expected this to happen sooner rather than later, but he was fine on Monday...

I am devastated, he had a fantastic 16 1/2 yrs but the house is so horrible and empty without him.....

I feel lost. I miss him so much
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Oh PL :cry: :cry: :cry: As soon as I saw the topic of this thread I just knew what you were going to say :cry:

I am so so sorry for you, and I can only imagine the loss you are feeling :cry: All you can think of is that he had such a fantastic 16 1/2 years with the best doggie Keepers and he'll be looking down on you from doggie heaven laughing at his silly mum getting all upset ;)

Really hope you're ok xx
 
Barbie said:
Oh PL :cry: :cry: :cry: As soon as I saw the topic of this thread I just knew what you were going to say :cry:
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First thing that popped into my head as well.

Really sorry to hear that, Pups. :cry:

At least you had a good long time together. Happy memories.
 
I tried to go to work this morning and got as far as the shop, just looked at all his dog hair in the car and broke down. Its so horrible in the house, everywhere I look there's something to do with Benny. Had to pack up all his bits and bobs, his medication, his beds - everywhere I look I expect to see him shadowing me. I just didnt realise how much of our life is dedicated to looking after him the past 2 years - there's only work where I lead a Benny-free existence. I am going to have to go back tomorrow to keep my mind sane...

I dont think I will ever stop crying......
 
very sorry for you...:cry:
if my 11 years cat will die,sure i will have the same feelings...
but your dog had a very long life,and i imagine a very happy one...
 
Sent you a mail then saw you're not in work.

Try to remember the good times and not dwell on the sadness.

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Easy to say I know...

Here if you need us

Stu & Kerrie
 
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i realise that nothing we say can help at the moment but....grief is the price we pay for love. whilst all you have in your mind now is the grief at the loss of benson it will eventually be replaced by a warm nostalgia...........ahhhh benson slept here, ahhh remember when he chewed that shoe there, that's where we swam in the sea together. that kind of thing.

it can only get better.
 
puppylover said:
Got up to find Benson very ill, took him to the vets where I was given the worst news possible, that there was nothing they could do for him. Phil and I stayed with him cuddling him whilst he was put to sleep.

I know I should have expected this to happen sooner rather than later, but he was fine on Monday...

I am devastated, he had a fantastic 16 1/2 yrs but the house is so horrible and empty without him.....

I feel lost. I miss him so much
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sorry to hear that:( i grew up with dogs and we recently had to get one out down there 2 months ago so i know where your coming from, my condolences.
 
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