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fergie19

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Just home from the airport, and just like Rob's earlier post, I've never felt so down in my life. Even a mouthfull of 5-htp isnt helping :?

Away to bed now, I'll write my review later. Good to catch up with you all again :D
 
Eventually got to bed on Monday morning after four and a half days without any. Worst comedown ever, was crying yesterday when I left and all the way home today :?

I'm sure I'll cheer up soon 8)

Great to eventually meet you and Rachel mate :D
 
Back Too

feeling surprisingly good tbh.

very tired though.

nice to meet you (and bruv) fergie.

hope you is ok soon

rob, how is rachel? better?
 
Nice to meet you properly this year Fergie, I swear you weren't the same person I met last year who I thought was you :oops:
 
Ha ha, who did you think I was? :lol:

Just woken up from a very scary sleep and the comedown has got worse :evil: :evil:

At least I'm not the only one feeling this way ;)
 
fergie19 said:
Ha ha, who did you think I was? :lol:

Just woken up from a very scary sleep and the comedown has got worse :evil: :evil:

At least I'm not the only one feeling this way ;)
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More 5htps mate. ;)
 
fergie19 said:
Ha ha, who did you think I was? :lol:

Just woken up from a very scary sleep and the comedown has got worse :evil: :evil:

At least I'm not the only one feeling this way ;)
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I thought you had blonde hair :? :oops: :lol:

I've not felt bad at all, not even had any bad sleeps, I've been having a few wines in the evening, then my htp and then going to bed with a sleeping tablet and been sleeping all the way thru, try that tonight ;)
 
I thought you had blonde hair

I've not felt bad at all, not even had any bad sleeps, I've been having a few wines in the evening, then my htp and then going to bed with a sleeping tablet and been sleeping all the way thru, try that tonight
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Ha ha, never been blonde :lol: :lol:

Currently feel like I'm bored of work, my mates here (mates we meet on holiday always seem to be a better laugh ;) ), missing a girl I spent a whole week with, spent £500 more than expected....and its raining :?

Please say it'll get better ;)
 
fergie19 said:
More 5htps mate.
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Can't, just taken another two 20 minutes ago. Whats the maximum anyone would advise taking in one day? ;)
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Instead of continuing to pump your body full of chemicals, why not just go eat some good wholesome food and drink lots of water?

By bombarding your body with various drugs, you're just fighting one against the other. Continue this way and you'll end up doodlally 8O

Get yourself down the gym and sit in the sauna for a couple of hours to sweat the toxins out.

I may sound like a hipocryte, but if i've had a few big nights, the only way back to normality is to detox. You'll soon be feeling normal again.

;)
 
my bizarre ibiza themed dreams only stopped last week, coincedentally at the same time i tried to go to bed without having an mp3 cd of essential mixes playing out my surround sound system as i slept 8O
 
fergie19 said:
Ha ha, never been blonde :lol: :lol:

Currently feel like I'm bored of work, my mates here (mates we meet on holiday always seem to be a better laugh ;) ), missing a girl I spent a whole week with, spent £500 more than expected....and its raining :?

Please say it'll get better ;)
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Godknows who I thought you were then :oops: :lol:

Aww it's never easy coming home, I find the best way is to just adjust to normality gradually, have a few drinks tonight, reminisce about all the good times, knock yourself out with htp and sleeping tablet and gradually every day will get easier ;)
 
Drew,

Good advice, but there is no way I could do the gym today, completely exhausted. Will try to give it a go tomorrow. 8)

Just listening to some cd's I got over there and burst into tears. Think its because we met so many folk and had such a great time, it feels so quiet and boring here :?

Right, I'll start a review 8)
 
It's reassuring to see I wasn't alone in feeling wretched when I got back. I followed the best Ibiza trip yet with the week from hell at work, with relentless grief from bosses. It took me about a month to get back in the home groove.

I think you need to allow for a few days at home once you get back before the dreaded return to work. One of my friends I was there with had to go home from Stansted, dump his beach/club clothes and pack a suitcase full of suits to go to Canada for work later the same day. Nightmare. Luckily for him, he's got a much sunnier disposition than me (freakishly high baseline levels of serotonin, I suspect).
 
Feelin a bit better now, but still really spaced out. Have a few days off work to recouperate, so should be cool 8)

Think the hardest thing is adjusting back to not meeting lots of new people everyday and having the time of your life. Think I'll go out all this weekend, but just drink ;)
 
fergie19 said:
Feelin a bit better now, but still really spaced out. Have a few days off work to recouperate, so should be cool 8)

Think the hardest thing is adjusting back to not meeting lots of new people everyday and having the time of your life. Think I'll go out all this weekend, but just drink ;)
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I'm like you Fergie I wasn't working for the rest of this wk so don't have to go straight back into 'normal' mode 8O :lol:
 
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